當我決定報考今年的教師招考，是因為我看中仁和小學的地理位置離家近，一份穩定的工作對我未來五六年的養育孩子生涯能夠提供一個基本的經濟保障，進而有一個自我的心理安全感。?
想到這個最重要的原因，如今需要承受的這點焦慮感根本不值一提，因為沒有考上的人也承認著或多或少的這份煎熬。 為此，我需要盡快進去剛報名時的那種狀態。?
昨天白天，周一我上白班，時間挺自由的，其實我最不能放開的是當著同事的面準備考試。 我想是因為我不想讓人知道，但是我還是做了一些事情，比如聽了二十九課的美劇口語課，把之前一直忽略的音頻都下載了下來。?
下午我加入了紐約新青年新的21天口語打卡群。
其實我還是學了一些東西的，焦慮的是晚上做英語閱讀和對答案的時候遇到非謂語動詞的考察，我有點暈了，所以就去看了歡樂頌，但是結果是因為有焦慮，其實也不能很好的享受。?
接下來我好好總結下我學到的新東西。
Last Saturdays, it was very hot. Just because of that , doesn't mean no one is working. While most of us were having a rest at home, Li Yue is the one who purchased all the costumes we needed for the singing contest. The costumes were fantistic and we won.?
Li Yue was spoke highly of by classmates and teachers. Students are inspired by her selflessness.?
What she did not only make us win the singing contest, but teach us to looking out for our class.?
She is the seliest girl I have erver seen.?
